Brussels 2019

I have only been taking pictures with my mobile phone this year in Brussels. Everybody has been critizing my pictures taken with my real camera, my Nikon, so much, that I don't feel anymore like taking pictures. When I travel, yes, not anymore of my city, of or for people ...I don't like anymore my pictures myself and I have no money to buy a more expensive camera like some suggest. And why invest into something that doesn't bring me one cent ?
It's a wrong image of 2019 because it was a horrible year. I worked several month in death insurance and couldn't cope, I was very depressive. On my 50th birthday on 21 July I saw a man jump of a building. By the end of November horrible problems arose concerning my parents.